I haven’t come here for a long time, but this evening is just too much for me. More than anything, I need someone to take care of me tonight. I’m in so much of pain (physical) that I can barely stand or walk. I’m hungry, but I don’t have it in me to actually do something about it. I’ve been feeling so lonely recently, and this physical pain is making the emotional pain worse. I would love to have someone take care of me for a change, rather than me being the one that helps everyone else. But tonight, I am reminded just how alone I am. Aadd to that the feeling of being a complete failure at everything, I am so ready to fall asleep and never wake up again. I can’t understand why nothing good happens to me – I try to stay positive, and I help people, and I try hard to be a good person, but at the end of the day, I’m alone and I end up feeling like I’m just taking up space on the planet. Tonight, all these feelings are just too much to bare 🙁