ive had enough of live but im too worried that my friends wouldnt come to my funneral but you know what fuck it i cant be bothered anymore to give a care to the world fair enough i’ll join my grandparents the only ones that even cared about me my moms dying anyway so it wouldnt make that much of a difference. why did i have to go through this i have scars all over my body and i cant stand to look at my self any longer i have to get my mom to brush my hair because i cant bair to look at my face. i think its the time where i end my life now im 14 years old and this is quater of my story thanks.
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i have scars too.can you tell me what type of scars do you have?
my scars are all over my legs and arms i cant look at my body without looking down at myself with shame and hatered that i have to be so ugly
so why did they bother you if they can be hiden with clothing easely?anyway you are only 14 so i really
Recommend you not to do anything before you are 22 or something.i know scars are awful but i don’t think they matter unless
If it is in your face.so talk to someone around you like your mother so that they can help you.
Hang in thier dude you will have a
Wonder full life in the future i wish
You the best!and for the last time
People’s doesn’t care if you have a
Scar on your arm or not when you
Get older.
Your scars do not make you ugly. Anyone who would ever judge you by your scars, they are the ugly ones. You will find people who care about you and do not see your scars as anything out of the ordinary.
I thought my body was hideous and I accepted being single for the rest of my life. I’m 42 now and am going to celebrate my 10 year wedding anniversary tomorrow! And I have a beautiful 2 & 1/2 year old daughter.
@wiseman
I agree with you on they are the ugly one thing but living is really really hard if you hot scars on your
Face.
Have you tried any creams to get rid of your scars? There are creams and other products you can use to make them disappear from your skin to the point people have to look really close to see where they are. I’m sure they would work if you gave them a try…. I had a scar from climbing a fence when I was little and my foot slipped and my wrist got cut on a sharp point of the fence and over time its virtually gone…..you can’t see it unless I tell you where it was ….
Regarding scars – I have hundreds. Arms, legs, stomach, breasts, neck. Literally everywhere. Your scars tell a story, the story of your life and you should walk around with your head held high. I think everyone on this website has mutilated themselves in one way or another. Let me tell you, you are the only person that thinks your ugly. The trick to finding your partner is that they will see your scars, they will caress them, they will not see them as ugly. They will see perfection in your imperfection.
Regarding your mum – yourself and your mum seem to have a good relationship, work on that, ‘my mums dying anyway’ isn’t really the way to speak about a woman who will comb your hair when you are in your dark moment.
We are all dying.
I don’t want a funeral
thank you all for the help and my mom dont caqre she dosent live me at all im in care thaqts why life is so hard for me and i am ugly my friends even told me that i am.