i actually just don’t have a way out right now.
not from lack of motive, or opportunity, just a lack of means
what should i do in the meantime?
drinking now. but i’ll wake up eventually
and i really don’t want to
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In the meantime, relax and don’t take shit seriously. For me, working my plan empowers me into thinking I still have a tiny wedge of control, and that makes me get less upset when waves hit. If things resolve, great, my preparations will just take up wasted space.
you’re very kind. don’t worry i don’t take anything too seriously… that’s part of the problem. for example, i’m pretty drunk right now. i never delude myself with the thought that i have some control, though, because i know that i don’t. if i do end up being able to kill myself, ever, it will be a mixture of apathy from others and a small part of my own skill… so altogether not that much of a miracle, but yeah
Lack of means here too. And lack of opportunity. My only option is to try hanging myself outside from a tree. But I live in a busy town full of neighbours and police.
saaaaaame. when people say that depressed people are just too fucking lazy or inconsiderate or unsure about themselves to actually follow through, they are so wrong.