I cried when I read this. This poem means so much to me, because even though we are under the same sky, you are so far from me. I know the time will come when you are next to me, but until then…My Angel, My Sweet…I will miss you with every ounce of my being.
My Angel, My Sweet
My Angel, My Sweet,
How I long for us once again to meet.
How I long to run my fingers though your hair
and to smell your suculent perfume in the air.
Oh how I long to feel your face,
and to sense your gentle presence all over the place.
I want to caress your entire body so tenderly,
as I hold you so close, oh so lovingly.
And when we kiss, your passion I do taste.
How I long for the time that separates us to make haste.
For it is by many a mile that we are apart,
but never fear, My Angel, My Sweet, it is for you that beats my heart.
And that alone is enough for now to sense you near,
Until the day your melodic voice I once again do hear.
It is your love that once upon a time set me free,
And now it is with you, My Angel, My Sweet, forever together I want to be.
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It’s nice. I think we’ve all had at least one person in our lives we were madly in love with but were kept apart for some reason.
Isn’t that all what we really want in our lives? Hard to find though.
I feel so depressed and alone right now. I feel as though I cannot catch a break. That God hates me. I feel not worthy of anything.
Sorry to hear that zebragirl, I know the feeling. But why do you feel god would hate you? Don’t you think you’re suffering enough already? What have you done to deserve to be hated?
I don’t know you but you sound like a nice person to me.
I’ll follow up tomorrow, have to go to bed (work tomorrow) it’s 2am here.
Thank u secondlife, I appreciate that. I just feel like no matter what I do, nothing I do works. I find something great for the first time, only to see it up close and then move so far away. That’s y I said God hates me. I’ve been told its just a test of wills, to see how much u want it. But then my whole life is a test of wills and it hasn’t gotten me anywhere. I am just sick and tired of feeling like the biggest jinx in the world. It makes my world really dark sometimes.
You’re welcome zebragirl, no problem. You’d think I was totally insane if you saw the great things I could’ve had and walked away from especially great jobs and hot girls. We all make stupid mistakes. The key is to learn from them, not to beat yourself up over them.
I’ve always dated the wrong girls and the one I really wanted, the ones where it felt like it was right out of a perfect romance novel or movie, I wouldn’t take a chance on. That alone-knowing I’ll never have such beautiful opportunities again has made me suicidal-but that’s among many, many other reasons. My life has been bittersweet…much good and much bad also.
You’re not the biggest jinx, you need to step back and look at your life objectively and find out what you want from it. If you want to find love with a great guy, you need to put yourself out there and try. Make a change in your life-begin by changing your thought patterns. Instead of being down on yourself be positive and supportive. If you’re living in a bad situation do everything you possibly can, move heaven and earth to change it. I’ve done that and feel much better now…but sad over the missed opportunities I mentioned above.
I understand…I kno I’m being really hard on myself, but its so hard to see any positives that I may have. I feel that no matter what I do, its never good enough…all I want is for a good thing to happen…it always seems so close and yet so far…the missed opportunities I wouldn’t really kno anything about, my life hasn’t exactly been filled with guys chasing me. I never thought I was worth any love or affection bc guys never seem to notice me for anything other than physical gain…I’ve tried putting myself out there to get the right guy, and it got me nothing but heartache…Im jus get so tired of beng so alone and unhappy…I just don’t know what to do…I mean I kno I’m a very sweet girl, id do anything for anyone and I may not be a model, I’m not bad to look at…but none of that seems to matter…that’s y I get to depressed, that’s what hurts so bad…I’ve put myself out there to find the right guy and when they come they look past the good things I have going for me…and then I am back to being alone, sad, and worthless.
And u shouldn’t say u won’t have those opportunites again…u don’t kno what’s just behind ur door
There are many factors that affect us today-I think it’s even worse for dating than it used to be when I was younger. The pressure to be beautiful is much greater-many people are very fit out there, others do plastic surgery. So with so much competition, it gets harder to attract others even for normal people.
I’m actually in the same boat as you. On the one hand it’s hard to find girls I’m attracted to, at the same time these girls can be picky too or you don’t know if they’re really interested.
That frustration can make it very difficult and it is depressing. Like you, I’m a sweet guy-though I can been an asshole when I want to be (lol), but I’m not around girls I’d be interested in. So I’m just working on getting well built again and plan to get out there more and just randomly start hitting on girls I like.
Either we can wallow in our own sadness and self-pity or we can do something about it. I know it’s not easy and I know how guys can be. But girls generally have it much easier in the dating world than us guys. We have to bring so much more to the table to get attention. A girl just has to be cute and fit to get swarmed by guys.
For a girl who’s attractive but not hot, it just means lowering the standards a little…there’s plenty of guys in that range who’d be interested. While I wish a great person would fall in our laps, it’s really up to us to find them. It’ll mean making mistakes, getting egg on our face-but eventually I think we both can find someone to love who will feel the same about us. 🙂
I’ve had way too much egg in my face…but, as far as what I look for in a man, I don’t have a type…I don’t necessarily have an age group…tho I go more for ur age group more times than not…as long as he treats me right and I can to stand to look at him, he’s good for me…I don’t need a hot, built guy…idk it’s not that I’m not picky, it’s just I know there is so much more to a person than looks…a guy could be the hottest person in the world, but a giant douche, and I’d look the other way. A bad attitude spoils good looks. And I’m not sayin I don’t have my moments…dude I can be a ***** when I wanna be lol…but that’s usually after I’ve reached a certain pt or if a person attacks someone I love. I don’t take too kindly to others getting bullied…as for me I jus sit there and take it…I worry far too much about everyone else and not enough about me. 90% of the time I am the sweetest person u could meet. It’s jus the other 10% that scares people lol…hey I’m little, I gotta take care of myself…no one else will. I also tend to say what I’m thinking and that makes some uncomfortable…but when I do die…either by me or God, I don’t want to have not said the things I wanted to to people.