The monster

As I take one last look in the mirror what I see is something you cant even imagine it to be. There in the mirror was a little dark shadow just staring at me. Its eyes dark as the night and it skin cold as the winter weather. As it started to get closer and closet I could see it more and more cleaner. And when it couldn’t get any closet what I see I don’t want to believe there leaning right next to me was the monster that I had right inside of me. Its words and lies sharps as knifes able to hit you were it hurt the most. Sometimes it makes you promise that make you trust it n when u do it just pulls you down. But there the twist you see the monster tries to hide from your family and friends so that they wont try to make it disappear. But when your home locked in your room that’s when the fun all starts. It starts to make you remember all the bad things you did. Making you feel lost inside and unwanted. But there the funny thing she fake a smile ever day of her life because if you don’t know the real one has been gone for quite a while. The monster tell you things that are all just lies. After a while you start to believe telling you that your fat, ugly, stupid, unwanted, emo, hated, fake, slut, disappointment, and ect. As you no long can take no more you take the gun the put it to you head. The monster tell you to do it so you can just get rid of all the pain and depression. And as you start to count tear going down your cheek wrist and legs all cut up all you heard now are the numbers in you head 1….2….3….4…………5.PUFF!!!!!