I could do it…
It would be so easy..
Everyone thinks I’m fine..happy..
No one suspects a thing…
I could sit in the bathroom and just cut..
I take long in the shower anyways..by the time they figure it out..
I’ll be gone..
I could pop pills till I can’t anymore…
There’s enough medicine at home to…
So what’s holding me back??
Won’t they all be better off?
Why am I still being selfish and living…and ruining everything..??
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i keep thinking about what’s holding me back, even when everything is clear. but one thing i’m sure is: its not selfishness. its something greater than that. maybe its the inherent survival instinct.