that title just describes it all. I honestly hate myself. I don’t look in the mirror because I know I will hate what I see and I will hate what I have become. My arms used to be clean slates and now they are nothing more then a cutting board filled with old and new marks. I promised things that I have broken. I try not to let things get to me but how can you fight your own mind? there came a time when I just gave up and stopped trying. I hate myself for that. I was in therapy for awhile but I wanted my parents to be happy so I acted like I was better and now I don’t go anymore. This medication does not work but I cant tell my parents that so I just act like it does. How can you run away from your own mind? why am I like this?
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Honey, you are young. You are recognizing what is wrong…it’s a good thing. You have to find the right medication. You have to put you number one. You have to keep at this all. My mind was always telling me things, non friggon stop.I tried meds but never long enough. You have to keep going to therapy, dont they realize this….You cant run away from your mind but help it out.
I wish I could answer your questions. But I can’t. These questions haunt me too. Especially “Why I am I like this?” I don’t think anyone on Earth can answer that one.
its so messed up how are own minds can destroy us.