it was december 20th this happened to me. it was the last day of school before winter break. i had gotten an e-mail from my friend, Cassandra, who is the transportation coordinator for my hometown school district (and the best friend i ever had) the e-mail was shocking to me. it basically said that she can’t be my friend anymore. i felt the world crash down on me. i cried for a maximum of 5 hours, sobbing away like i had nothing better to do. at this point in time i just want to die. i’m dropping out of school because this happened to me too many times before. Cassandra is the best friend anyone could have. i don’t know what got into her to do this to me but someone HAD to have gotten her mad about me or something because that’s not like her to do this. i’m really going to miss her as a friend because she was what kept me going when i was sad, depressed, angry, etc. i would think of her and smile. but now that’s gone. i hate myself because it most likely was something i did because it’s always my fault for everything.
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Fine a new friend.
Evidently she wasnt worth it.
You can ask for an explanation – everyone deserves that much, I think. She may have made her choice, but you can still need closure/understanding. As much as it sucks, it is her decision. But don’t beat yourself up – especially if you don’t know why this happened. Losing people sucks.