I wish I wasn’t so tired all the time. I just want to go perminately to sleep.
I can’t stop the need to kill myself. The only relief I get is cutting, and now I want to strip the flesh from my body so I can try feel at piece. I would like a time when I don’t have death on my mind and have a time of piece without killing myself.
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You can’t stop the need because it doesn’t exist…there is no such need as the need to kill oneself….
What brought you here…can you tell us more about your story?
Dear Dax,
Please for the you and your wife, tell more of your story. I read the words you write. I can only assume from where the pain comes. I try to never assume. Please write. Tell me about your dogs even, anything or everything!
I bet u cant cut ur wrist…
its not as easy as u think.. its painful as he’ll… plus u will need really sharp knife to cut ur wrist..
u cant cut it at once… u will have hard time cutting ur wrist…
Please don’t harm yourself.. please don’t.
It’s actually very easy and painless to cut your wrists once you’ve done it enough. Sooner or later yon find yourself going to your arms, then your thighs, your ankles, your chest, and finally your stomach. You run out of room and you then begin to go over scars and other cuts just to do it again. Just until you get to your neck… That is if you are addicted enough and feel the need to do it. Even if the pain has stopped and the addiction. It becomes a hobby… And that is a very unfortunate thing to happen to oneself. I’d only know from experience though of course.
You need to be careful with your cutting. I will tell you to not do anymore, but I understand the need. Just remember… You will begin to run out of room and it will get out of hand. You will realize that you can’t entirely do it everywhere because people will notice. You will get judged… Looked at very badly… And people will ignore you on purpose, only because they don’t want to deal with anymore problems of their own. Unfortunately our society has grown to be careless of other but theirselves. Just be careful with your decisions please.
Get it.