A friend told me that if you want something to happen you have to work for it …..he never said it was this hard ….. That there would be nights of crying, so much pain and hurt , so many haters ……but he believed in me he would walk a mile to the nearby park just to get internet to talk to me just to cheer me up but I think he believed wrong I’m nt worth that much but I survived because of him and now I miss him