I truly love my parents but everything my life has become makes me realize im such a bad investment for them and nothing but a disappointment to them.. it makes me hate myself that im still alive and I would rather die than continue to disappoint them.. I don’t know just figure that dying would save them so much disappointment later on. I mean isn’t it better to just die than keep giving them failures..?
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They will get the impression that they failed making you happy and teaching you being strong, so they will face failures anyway plus they will suffer from your lost. They probably love you very much. Maybe talk to them about what you feel now. Good luck.
You can’t fail at being someones child.
Dear Pillerofsalt,
I doubt you are a failure at everything. When you do fail at something think of it as a learning curve for actions that do not have the results you were looking for. In truth it is not failure it is learning. Do you truly believe your death would benefit your parents, EVER? I would say no. Why are you so filled with pain? What has happened in your life?