Only Yesterday

Hello everyone =D
Aw…I went to psychiatrist this morning…as I expected he offered medicines for a treatment (therapy sucks)…I didn’t accepted, I just told him I’ve been planning suicide for months, he was very understanding, I didn’t think he believed me though.
Well, I’m going to do tomorrow, problably (it isn’t up to me, I need my family to go out for some hours).
I planned to inhale cook gas, which is very toxic because it’s not natural gas.It’s painless…
I talked to my mom, tried to give her some confort, get the things less painful to her, I know she will get hurt anyway…obviously I didn’t told her I was going to commit suicide, but now I know she knows (she can’t stop me anyway…)…I wrote a suicide letter few days ago, about the manifestation of lifeforms and their death, and the suffering of the meaningless universe we live in…
I’d like to thank to everybody who read my posts or tried to help somehow, If it were up to me all of you would have a long and happy life…
Farewell…