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by Tormenting Dreams

Has it really been a year? i sit here in remembrance of all that had occurred in one single solitary year. It goes back even farther than that though. 20 years since i was born, 5 years since i had escaped, 5 years since i became trapped, 4 years since i had lived, 1 year since i escaped. 1 year since i became free to live and die in my own way.


Time is so much more than the essence of numbers. It holds so much more meaning than that itself. Time heals all, time wounds all, time drives one mad, and makes one sane.

 I wish i had more time

To live, to love, to struggle, to succeed, to hurt, to heal, to care, to show joy and gratitude. to learn the answers to the question why.

always why..


but why not?

or why cant i?

Why cant i love, and care, protect, and cater to everyone?  why can i not give to the world what it is that i have never had.

why not?

because i dont know that which i have not experienced

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foreverisalongtime 1/27/2014 - 9:25 am

it’s hard to give something we never had. It’s like starting a new job we know nothing about, and there’s noboby to teach us how that works. I think we can’t learn that on our own. We need to find people who are able to do those things, even if it’s hard for them too. Like a mentor, or something like that.

It might be difficult at first, doing things you don’t really understand, but as the results will show up, you’ll feel better, and you’ll get used to it.

I’m sorry if I can’t help you more with that.

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