Do I really want to say goodbye …….I have a good boyfriend that I am starting to trust he is as random and weird as me but I keep finding myself siting on the ledge thinking whether to jump or to survive …….to be honest I think better out of the ledge
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Shouldn’t you at least break up with him first? One of my good friends had a girlfriend commit suicide. Told him she was going on vacation for a couple days and she wouldn’t have her phone. She hung herself from her balcony. He found out when he called looking for her the day after the day when she was supposed to be back. He was fucked up for at least a year. He still blames himself for her death, and wonders why she never said anything to him.
If I break up with him I know I’ll hang myself the only reason I come back off is because of him …… The point is that I’m more logical out on the ledge just sitting and if I commit my best friend will and my sister (nt biological tho) so my death has a death count behind it thus why the name of the post is thoughts
Well, then you’re not just committing suicide. You’d be committing manslaughter. You should give the relationship more time. Especially since he’s helping you feel better.
Basically they are my twitter family, one goes we all go because out strength is based each other ….so yeah it’s manslaughter and I trying to the relationship a chance but he wants to be sailor so if we work imma be away from him for 6 months every year and that’s gonna be rough on me
There’s worse things. Imagine the passion when he gets back from 6 months of dreaming of you!
And what if he gets hurt at sea huh I won’t get news until the ship reaches port I can’t even stand to not talk to him for a hour unless I know he is sleep I am a huge worrier
Well, you’re going to need to work on that. It’s not his fault that you’re a worrier. And I’m sure you’d find out if something happened well before he returned to port. This is 2014, not 1714. We have satellite telephone and internet.
You don’t seem to understand that a virtual hug and being in he arms of your lover is on different end of the spectrum it’s just not the same you marry you want to be able to be wrapped in their arms each night and wake to see their eyes playfully joke about work play video games together and be special in our own little way I won’t have I’ll have husband traveling to a part of the world and only allowed to talk when he is at port which can be 2 days to 2 weeks all the way up to months I can’t protect him at sea I won’t know he is sad or happy or hurt plus he gone from friend to best friend to soon to be fiancée so yeah I may be quite irrational at the moment but he is all I have left for a friend down here and I don’t wanna lose him
There’s an age old saying. Put your wish in one hand, and put your shit in the other, and see which is filled first. It means that you can wish all you want, but it’s not productive.
Long distance relationships suck. But people do it, because they find value in it. I had a friend who would watch Netflix with his girlfriend in Boston every night and talk on Skype while they did it.
Does his employer have rules that prevent married coworkers? You could always try to get a job with him, if you absolutely must have physical contact to be satisfied in a relationship. But on the other hand, like I said earlier, the passion generated by 6 months will be amazing.
You could also ask him to consider a different career, but some people love the life of the open sea. He couldn’t work on anything shorter term going somewhere not as far away?
I have tried to but he really wants to be at sea and it’s nt right of me to stop his dream plus I’m being trained to be an EMT i go to a different college than him I can’t break him with because of that he has stolen my heart and I love him it’s just something imma have to deal with