so yeah, its been one long time since ive been on here but yeah, imm still kicking… barely. within the time spent from my previous posts my life has hit an all time low, my recent fuck up has left me with not a single friend honestly, and im not just saying that i have 6 contacts in my phone all of which are family nobody has the ever so slightest inclination to talk to me ive failed two suicide attempts and no longer have the drive to continue whatsoever. i am being bullied so bad i cant put it into words and yet nobody cares, at all. my life is the biggest pot of shit that i could have ever imagined im getting really sick of staying in it. i just wish for once i could have a decent friend. but hey now, we all have dreams dont we?? maybe someone will get me in hell
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So yeah.. I’ve been there. Survived and things got a lot better. Then made horrible choices So I ended up on this site. A lot of our problem is we are so different from those kids in school. And that makes us an easy target. Honestly, the few friends I had in school, I NVR even talk to anymore. I’ve found I was friends with them because I thought I was supposed to have friends. Sugar u can b lonely in a crowd if its full of the wrong people.
Now if u just forget these people they may forget u too. I still had an occasional bully after my great revelation, but once I decided that I don’t need to care about those who don’t care about me, a lot of that bs stopped. It took time, but it did..
Thick skin, most of us need it.