I am not happy. I don’t ever really remember a time  I was ever truly happy.  That’s the first time I have ever admitted that to myself.  I talked to my mother last week she said that her children are what give her a reason to fight when ever she feels down. What if  you don’t have anything to make you fight to stay. That’s were  I am in my life right now.  I never loved or been loved, If i was to leave this earth today it wouldn’t  impact any ones life. I could be happy. So when there is nothing else why stay?
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It would impact your family’s life for one… And even though you may not see it, there are others aroun you who care but don’t show it, I will be here for you if you ever need to talk, think I me as an online friend xx I hope it helps
You can stay for yourself. Love yourself. When you learn to love yourself you then might learn to really love another.
You will leave an impact if you were to die. Your Mum’s main reason to for living are her kids. It even came from your mouth. Imagine the guilt and sense of failure she will feel.
You will leave and have left impacts on many people lives In this world and lifetime.
You want a reason to stay? Stay to help people in any way possible. Help someone in need, be the voice to someone who lost theirs, give hope and meaning to anothers life. Try it out. The results will be profound and rewarding.
I hope I helped a little. Take care.
Then you’re me living for someone else… sigh.
I don’t know if you’d be happy (no one really knows what happens after you die), but it’s really not easy living for someone else (depending on who, for some people it is a good reason).
Have you tried looking for something that makes you want to stay tho? if not, give it a long try before even considering leaving this life… The Koji suggested some good reasons (and made some pretty good points), or maybe you can find one of your own. I wish you the best, and hope you at least give it a shot 🙂
Wish I could find something. I can’t do anything…