When you realize you have more..

When I look at others, I think to myself.. Wow they must have an amazing life and family, when really they don’t. They may act happy, they may act like they have everything they could ever want. Most people have given me the impression that they get what they want, and ask me why I act like I have nothing. I use to think they had more than me, when in reality, I have more than them. Their parents don’t care. They try but never receive the affection they deserve. Parents with a lot of money don’t pay attention to their family, they focus more on work and earning more money and give their children things that may entertain them for a short amount of time but later on, they will grow bored and will want more and more. They ask for expensive things, they work hard to impress their parents. Maybe that is the reason many people with parents like that act the way they do. They bully to satisfy themselves and feed on other peoples sorrows. I get it, I understand how they feel. I act happy, but inside, I’m lonely. One of my best friends tried to commit suicide a while back, he told me about his problems, why he did it. I fooled myself into thinking that my life was complete trash, but compared to his life story, I am glad to be alive.