After playing video games for a while I decided to take a nap and I had a nightmare about my time in the hospital and I ended up waking everyone up with my screaming (I occasionally talk in my sleep) and my mother keeps bringing it up… I told myself that I would stop cutting but again I failed :p I suck but whatever. Hey at least I admit it! 🙂 Anyway I’ve decided to kill myself but I keep pushing it back. I don’t know when but I don’t want it to be spontaneous because then i’ll make a mistake and have to go back to the hospital heheheh T^T someone help me this is a really scary decision.
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What decision are you seeking help with.
To decide whether you live or die.
No.
Why ask complete strangers to help make a choice regarding whether you live or die. If you need help, of course we are all here for you, but to ask for help whether you should die?
Maybe its time to take a step back and really evaluate your actions and ideas. Give your self time to think, so you make rational and mature life choices. Remeber you have the choice. Dont allow anyone else to have that power over you. This is your life. Your decision.
There is help and support if you need it and guidance to impove and cope with your situation. Ask for that.
Take care. Good luck.
Honestly i’m getting all of the help I can but i’m just tired. Sorry.