I bit my cheek… pretty bad. I think I have mono and I’m be ridden for the moment. I’m depressed because I got mono but haven’t seen any action in ever lol. I hate being in bed alone with my thoughts and am desperate for a distraction.
You know, I respect the motivation you have. I would almost call it jealousy. It’s something I had for a fleeting moment and lost. It’s something that builds me up so I can just run right into another damn wall. Since you are being able to use it, and are also making an attempt at recruiting others, I honestly do say ‘good for you’.
I just can’t join the army.
“Try” “Be Good” “You Can Do This”. Says who? All that’s been talking to me all my life is failure. Either that, or I run into the wall where I can’t control things. And without control over some things, I will not be able to claim what I need for survival. Also known as ‘Hopeless’ ‘Lost Cause’ according to my internal thesaurus.
There’s my short explanation to why I can’t do this. Know I did at one point. It did make me smile a little, knowing that you are trying. And other may agree with this too. I hope you make it through. 🙂
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Ok… ready to fight some days! Lets do this!
How are you today?
Extreme mood swings like every day. Suicidal Ideology as well. How are you?
I bit my cheek… pretty bad. I think I have mono and I’m be ridden for the moment. I’m depressed because I got mono but haven’t seen any action in ever lol. I hate being in bed alone with my thoughts and am desperate for a distraction.
That sucks. Well I’m really tired(took my meds) but hang in there and Ill try as well. Goodnight
Hope you win the fight!
Goodnight good sir.
You know, I respect the motivation you have. I would almost call it jealousy. It’s something I had for a fleeting moment and lost. It’s something that builds me up so I can just run right into another damn wall. Since you are being able to use it, and are also making an attempt at recruiting others, I honestly do say ‘good for you’.
I just can’t join the army.
“Try” “Be Good” “You Can Do This”. Says who? All that’s been talking to me all my life is failure. Either that, or I run into the wall where I can’t control things. And without control over some things, I will not be able to claim what I need for survival. Also known as ‘Hopeless’ ‘Lost Cause’ according to my internal thesaurus.
There’s my short explanation to why I can’t do this. Know I did at one point. It did make me smile a little, knowing that you are trying. And other may agree with this too. I hope you make it through. 🙂
I hope you make it through too StuggleOn.