i was on a bridge earlier just looking down, i hadnt even decided whether i wanted to jump or not. im an alcoholic and was in a serious state as i suffer from anxiety and depression. as i was looking down, crying, someone who i had never even seen before drove past and shouted out there car to me, they told me to jump. i really didnt know what to do after that. i eventually managed to get home but all i have done since is drink, and im scared
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Being scared is a very natural reaction when you are depressed or suicidal. On the one hand you want your life to end, on the other hand you are scared of death and whatever comes with it.
Also I wouldnt care too much about what those people tell you to do; there are so many bad people in this world. They either want to hurt you or they dont know what consequences their actions have.
I hope you find the strength to resist the urge to end your life, I know how hard it is. Best luck!
i just wanna end it and end it now bu i dont have the balls to do it
Do you have no hope of ever getting better?
i cant get better if i tried, im now covered in my own blood wishing that there was any other way. please email me: zntwqpk@hotmail.co.uk
Dude, I think alcohol would give you more of a chance at killing yourself than without it….
Maybe it’s not about balls at all – but about your intuition telling you that now simply isn’t your time, you know? I personally think standing on a bridge like that takes a lot of guts.
I’m glad you didn’t do it gozzy.
Your life is way too valuable to be used as a horrible kick in the face of the brainless idiot who shouted at you. My belief in math and science usually leaves no space for belief in karma, but in this case I sincerely hope karma kicks that moron in his stupid Arschgesicht. At least twice.
If u ever need to talk email me
jessicaloeber1234@gmail.com
I understand, ive attempt suicide a couple of times, but i can tell ur strong.
U just need someone who understands.
Stay strong, ur worth it
Well I’m pissed now. Your story has pissed me off because of the bastard that yelled at you to jump. It really is true my theory that most people are demons running around in people-suits. What the hell business is it of his if you jumped or not. Listen I’ve been hated all my life because I am completely deformed. I am very accustomed to people wanting me and urging me to die. Unfortunately my body hasn’t complied yet with their requests. It is your life and don’t let any drive-by bastards tell you what to do with it. You make your own choices. I have fantasized about jumping to death many a time. But the actual act, would be so horrifying, I don’t know if I could actually do it or if I would just end up looking down and be unable to get my body to do the actual jump.