Your heart so hard and cold
The tears I hold as you all laugh at me.
Others not moving an inch, standing where they may
Your words so filled with silly hate.
Your hate is jealousy in the purest form.
I smile and pretend that the words don’t cut like knives.
That I can’t hear the little whispers in the halls
I don’t understand what I did.
I just want it to end, I want it to end here and now
Your hate is your poison and you choking on it.
Every breath you take, hate
Every move you make, hate
Every look you give, and there it is again, hate.
I wanna yell and scream, I feel so trapped because of you.
I’m different than you, I don’t wear the same clothes, or the same make-up.
I don’t get excited about what’s “cool†for you, I barely even care.
But the way my friends won’t even look at me, or the way people laugh and point in the hall.
The poison I choke on.
Your heart so hard and cold
The tears I hold as you all laugh at me.
Others not moving an inch, standing where they may
Your words so filled with silly hate.
Your hate is jealousy in the purest form.
I smile and pretend that the words don’t cut like knives.
That I can’t hear the little whispers in the halls
I don’t understand what I did.
I just want it to end, I want it to end here and now
Your hate is your poison and you choking on it.
Every breath you take, hate
Every move you make, hate
Every look you give, and there it is again, hate.
I wanna yell and scream, I feel so trapped because of you.
I’m different than you, I don’t wear the same clothes, or the same make-up.
I don’t get excited about what’s “cool†for you, I barely even care.
But the way my friends won’t even look at me, or the way people laugh and point in the hall.
Break me down till I can’t even breathe, I’m begging please just let me be.
I don’t need your rumors,
I don’t need your lies
I don’t need your hate.
Do you feel better now? That you’ve got it all out?
The facts I already know by now, I’m stupid, I’m nobody, and I’m a waste of air?
Do you know what it’s like to cry every night?
Then to wake up every morning scared to go to school?
Do you see the scars on your wrist and tell yourself everyone was right?
I used to be a person with dreams, but your hate ruined that for me.
I used to love and smile, but now I’m sad and no one will come near me.
I was someone that loved to make you smile
I was someone who helped you out.
I used to think the world was cruel but mostly loving
But now I know better.
The world hurts, it hits you when you’re down.
It cuts, and it hates.
It can take all the love away.
No ray of sunshine, for someone like me.
So here’s my final goodbye just for you.
Hate was your poison, but now I am the one choking on it.