Expectations have destroyed me it’s hurts to be here anymore every one thinks I act this way for attention (and by every one I mean my parents) I’ve tried confessing to my parents but my Mom just yelled at me and told me it’s normal I should just get used to it but I don’t want to be used to this pain and unhappiness I’ve felt for ten years my dad took a whole different approach he threatened to take my doors off and get my admitted in an insane asylum I know it’s not normal the way I feel but I have no one to turn to and I’ve had these feelings since I was five I am now 16 and the feelings get worse everyday I’ve learned not to put my trust in any one I just want to die I feel like I’m a disgusting piece of trash a waste of space I hate myself and I always have I just want to die
Ps my story is really long so I won’t bore any of you with it I’m sorry