im done with the waiting around
but i can stop it; i just cant stop it
it hurts to wait for people like this
but i have to; i force myself too
i try to let people go and on their way
instead of them hanging around me
and me bring them down to my level
but i cant let go of these people
and i dont know why because i need to
i need to let them go because soon
ill be going myself; ill be on my way
and maybe its going to hurt them
or maybe not, but all i know
as of right now i need to let them go
i need to let them go and not be so
so reliant, so dependent, so clingy
because i dont want to hurt them
not at all, but at the same time
i need to go
just let it go right?
its not that easy to let go of these people
the people that actually care about you
its really not that easy to let go
but i have to.
i need to
let it go.
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Oh gurrl, I was always so jealous of your username, I always thought it sounded appropriate, but it sounded good at the same time. You know what this reminds me of? A song called . . . *drum roll* Let it Go! [Okay, I know plenty of us, and I’m sure you have too, heard it already]. Personally, I don’t like the music but the lyrics are dear. https: // www . youtube . com / watch?v=L5iVxTrxI0U
Anyways, line by line, you hit it all right on the spot. Maybe you should ‘let it go’ . . . so you can grab on to something better. Yeah, the whole ‘letting people go so they can be happy’ is something I’m struggling with right now (and have no clue what to do). I honestly believe there are some people who are happy to help, maybe you should keep those ones there. No, it isn’t easy at all. Yep, been there, done that. Or maybe . . . ‘doing’ that. How would the world work if we don’t have the support and interactions with people we care about, trust, or respect to some degree?
Do what you think is best. I’m sure you have all the right answers. I’ve read your posts and you seem smart. 🙂 Stay strong!