My emotions are like waves, threatening to overtake me at one moment, and then soft, serene..At peace with everything the next..
Experiencing this is incredibly hard and makes me feel crazy, but I don’t know that I’d change it. We who experience depression and the more difficult of strong feelings also have the chance to experience the other side.
It’s hard to read what I write during times of distress. It’s hard reading what you all write during times of distress.
It’s hard knowing that some people don’t know what happiness feels like. It’s hard forgetting what it feels like yourself..
What would help? Maybe it’s something different for all of us.
If any of you need someone to talk to, without judgement, and with empathy and understanding, email me: neverendingthoughts@outlook.com.
Hopefully enough beauty will replace the darkness that continues to plague us. Hopefully we’ll stop reaching breaking points.