Hello, this is Justin. I have been reading something’s here and there. I haven’t posted cause I don’t know what to say or how to say it. I found a couple different comments from people asking about me and looking for an update. Well I am alive. What happened was I didn’t go through with it. I called the police myself and they came over. The fire department took me to the hospital. I was there for a couple weeks. I have been out just over a month. I am trying. And that’s about it. I don’t want to get too deep into it all, cause there is nothing really positive to say on the matter right now. Everyday I tend to wish I had pulled the trigger, everyday reminds me and newly reinforces why I had decided to. I don’t see hope in the matter. But I am at a point where I am trying to give it a chance. It’s the best I can do for now. I am sorry. If things come around I hope to return with uplifting accounts, and want to help and encourage those in need. It sucks. Life sucks. I can’t really help other purposely when I can’t even help myself. I’m here. Don’t know why, and don’t really want to be.
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Justin, I hope you remember my name, but anyhow, I am glad to hear from your giving it another chance.
I do hope one day you can move on and you will find that true desire to live and shed the regrets of not pulling the trigger.
But either way, I do hope each choice you make leads you to peace.
Hey brother, it’s that Mysterious Stranger minus the trench coat and fedora here.
I’ll be honest with you: The minute I saw your ‘last’ post I breathed a sigh of relief and told myself “he’s fine”. I know you came to me for advice and such and although it didn’t appear like it, I was really trying to discourage you from the whole thing. As evidenced by your final post you have a lot of people on your team, including your estranged ex girlfriend. Grab a hold of that hope…that chance to do an about turn and march off in the opposite direction away from this all. I’ll be here along with the rest of your fan club in case you need some assistance or people to talk with.
Stay strong and remember “tick tick tickety means run your ass outta there, and pop some RadAway for good measure.” Good luck mate.
Justin, thanks for the prvt email….I hope you read it. You and your story are a source of strength, healing a hope for all of us in our own times of trouble. Like Shep says, you have a good team….make use of them (and us) and remember you have to be the center of your own universe, self-centered in a healthy way, to get out of the darkness. You will have a positive effect on those you love and who love you and make an amazing difference in the life of your son.
Walk away from those who drag you down and don’t let them own you.
Grace and peace, my friend………Jay
I mean I hope you read my response to the private email….I am so old and losing my mind along with my hair!