Im 24 and have decided that I cannot any longer liVe my life.
My probkems started years ago..my parents were both very neglecting, Â and favoured drinking over their children regularly.
I was beaten by my dad until I was 18
Me and my mother have always been strangers…she just dosent like me
I was for all that reasonably popular un school but I have been battling severe insecurities about myself since 14
I found love 5 years ago this week
But the relationship is non existent and my girlfriend is only using me for money before she finishes with me for someone else
She didn’t even want to see me for our anniversary this Saturday
Im recently unemployed
My life has no meaning
I secretly cry myself to sleep every night….
I have decided no matter how long it takes…I will nit be here for the darkess if winter..
I dont want to feel lonely and inadequate anymore
I just want final peace
Can anyone tell me the easiest ways to either OD or hang myself please?