yesterday I had a phone call from my GP (DR’s) they said i had to go in right away to discourse my latest  blood test. when I  got I there  they saw me almost right away so basically I’ve got  deficiency in vitamin D,A,C,b12  i’m also anemia on top off all that the sodium and potassium  are low as well and i’ve been give a shit load off pills to help with this because i’m bulimic and have been for over 10 years with episodes of anorexic I kinder know this could happen but I’m not going to stop  i don’t think i can it been apart off me for almost half my life. I also don’t think i will take the meds for it, it not that i want to be poorly from it I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. that way i will not be a disappointment what is a associated with suicide I had a really good friend what killed there self and it was awful how people talked about him afterwood even his own family. I have tried to kill myself more then ones. I got  support from my family well my mum and dad but I think if  i did it and did it right it would kill them i’m hanging in there and i did have 2 good days where i had a litter hope but it all but gone now.
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Hi anaboyred I’m sorry to read this. I do hope that you take the medication and continue fighting to give life a go. Remember that it is a fight, you will have bad days. You’ve got your family who obviously loves you, you’re getting that medical care. You’re making good progress, try to see this as positive, they’re steps in the right direction. It will take time.
Hey I’d been keeping a look out for any posts from you in the last week. Alas, nothing. I do hope you’re ok, hit us up with a post or a comment if you’re still with us. If you’re not, farewell.