I have read some of these posts and I identify with you all and I truly feel for you all. Many of these posts mention regretful and hurtful actions committed in the past. But what if you haven’t done any of these things and still continue to suffer daily? What if you are the guy who got straight A’s? What if you are the guy who is always loyal and decent to everyone? What if you have never done any drugs? What if are 31 years old and have never had one real friend? What if you live a completely healthy lifestyle, but continue to live with constant physical pain? What then?
Decent human beings are blood-letters swimming in shark-invested waters. We are homeless, divested of all notion of belonging in a world full of animals who call themselves humans. If there is a god, my question to you is, “WHY?” If there is a God, please understand that I cannot continue to live in a world dominated by insincerity, hypocrisy, and just plain meanness.