I wonder what would happen if I just said goodbye. If I just went away…I haven’t been happy since daddy passed away. He was the only one that made me feel loved….How do I get better? How do I release? My wrist craves the nick of a razor but I just can’t give in.
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I’m sorry about your dad. I know that me being sorry doesn’t do a thing for you, but I just want to let you know anyways. How do you get better? Time and effort, I suppose. It’s different for everyone. Some people have more trouble “moving on” than others. You’ll never forget, of course, but you can remember to keep going yourself. Or try, at least. How do you release? Preferably in a non self-destructive way. Then again, bottling up your feelings can be self-destructive as well, so it might be a search for the lesser of two evils. Unless you can find a “good” way to release.
I hope whoever you live with now is treating you ok…
thanks. It means a lot. the people I live with now don’t help. They talk down to me…and I told them about my cutting and wanting help but they ignored me…it’s just a phase, I will get better kind of thing.
And you will get better, I’m sure. To some degree. Maybe not to the point of being truly happy, at least not for awhile, but better than you are now. But even if it is something that will get better with time, that’s no excuse for them to ignore you or not try and help/comfort you.
Some of those people are just in it for the money. Hopefully you’re not stuck with one of those types.