So close to cut myself again
But I still can’t do anything
There is just so much pain
I still want to do something
I’m scared of every day
my brain can’t stop thinking
I just want to stay
But I’m leaving
I need help
I’m too young to die
I really need help
And all I can do is cry
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Sometimes, it’s okay to cry. Sometimes that’s going to be your last resort. How old are you? You say you’re too young to die. Don’t think about it as if you’re too young to die, Think of it as, you have many more years to live for.
Keep your head up, find someone who you can vent to about anything. If need be, maybe a complete stranger as myself. If you keep thinking about all of this, then your thoughts will get worse, and so will your actions.
Keep pushing, telling yourself that you are more than the blade in your hand, or the blood running down your arm, or the handful of pills you’re about to take. You are better than that.
Rather you think so or not, you have so much to love for, and if you cannot see it. You need someone who will help you believe it.
You are worth it, keep pushing, and keep your head up.