My names Logan. I’m a sophmore in high school and i just dont want to live anymore. I cant take life anymore. A few months ago is when it started when I got my license and my friend wrecked my car. He was my drug dealer, and don’t take me wrong, i’m no “druggie”, i just occasionally smoked marijuana to help with all the stress school gives me. He ran and fled the scene and found out he didn’t have a license. All I hear at school is how big of a fuck up i am for it, and people who just harass me for it. My parents hate me, and it seems as every day goes on I just find more reasons to end everything. I just don’t want to live anymore but i’m so afraid of dying, i just want someone to help me.. Save me.. My grades are terrible, and I just have no luck with anything. I know you all will say, get therapy, or believe in god. Well I’ve been to family therapy and my family is so dysfunctional we fight more there than anywhere and nothing is resolved . I just dont want to live, and as I sit here typing the words are just flowing through my keyboard and every word seems closer to the overall conclusion… Suicide.. I’m so afraid, yet I just want everything to be over. I just want to see my grandparents, and be happy. I fear i’ll never achieve that and I’m just going to disappoint my parents and friends the older I get. I’ll never be successful. I just want it all to be over, I have no hope left at all.
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I’m a Sophmore in highschool and I’m in the same boat as you. My grades are horrible, my parents think I’m a dissapointment and I have done some pretty stupid things. I want to die too but I’m scared to do it.
My email is Terrav773@gmail.com if you ever want to talk to someone who understands.
Sweetheart, I dont have luck with anything either, but you are a caterpiller. I have been through so many more transformations than you. I have been where you are…scared…and sad,…and I made it so far. Can I help?
Sam, are you suicidal or are you here to help people? Just curious.
Hey Logan, I was talking to this girl named Terra who is in the very same boat as you, she replied to this post, but it’s still in pending. She feels the same way you do, but she is an amazing person. I really hope she is okay. I wish I could do something for you guys, I feel so helpless. You aren’t alone though, there are a lot of people here who understand what you are going through. I bet you are a great person just like my friend. If there is ever anything you need, even if it’s only a good listener, I am here for you. If you found this site and had a reason to share with someone what you are going through, maybe there is still something to hang on to?