I found these well going through the documents on my Ipad… Â I know they probably aren’t any good so I just decided to post them on here, at least then I’ll be using them for something. Â Again, sorry if they are total crap I wrote them when I was really upset and struggling and yeah…
When I’m Alone
When your around, my face is empty of emotion
When they surround me, I only show the lies that they want to hear
When I’m alone?
When I’m alone is when the truth comes out
When I’m alone the tears last forever
When I’m alone the darkness never ends
When I’m alone I’m weak
When I’m alone I am nothing
When I’m alone I die inside
When I’m alone?
Only when I’m alone does my true self come out
That was the first one and here is the second one…
Why?
Why?
Why does his empty promises make me want to cry?
Why does he sit with them?
Why doesn’t he notice me anymore?
Why am I invisible to the world?
Why do I no longer matter?
Why am I still alive?
Why am I still here?
Why can’t I be needed?
Why can’t I be loved?
Why can’t I just disappear forever?
Why do I feel the way I feel?
Why do I wish I could die?
Why?
Just…
WHY?
Yeah… Â So those are… Â Those are from the beginning of the year when the person I thought cared about me, just randomly forgot about me during lunch. Â It wasn’t until later when I found out from my friend that we had “broken” up. Â Yes, we were dating… Â Well, those are two of my poems… Â Thanks for reading and again, sorry that they suck.
1 comment
I don’t see why an honest poem sucks, i think the person you wrote them about does tho 😀