Don’t have a headache but took two headache pills that contained aspirin in the hopes of maybe thinning my blood some before I cut. I didn’t last night, but I’m going to do some experimenting tonight.
Doubt it’s gonna work and I’m gonna get globs of coagulated blood on my arm again.
Ah well. I’ll just take some more next time. Then more. And more. Then sit in a nice hot tub. And sleep.
You know what’s funny is my friend texted me today saying her boyfriend is having suicidal thoughts and I’m over here trying to give advice like a damn hypocrite. I told her a hotline is her best approach in getting advice on how to handle “people like us”.
We’re a strange breed aren’t we?
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One does not simply handle “people like us”.
Reference – Post, two down from yours – Seen?
I’m hopeful that if they ring the hotline they’ll actually assist. I guess it depends on how motivated that person happens to be at the time that determines how the hotline engages them. Aspirin? Hmm… That’s my reasoning for drinking, as strong spirits tend to thin out your blood and improve circulation somewhat. I remember taking some pain relief once (a little Codeine, 120mg) and having a nice hot bath. Oh gawd it was heaven. Perhaps you should just take the bath and belay the self harm – for now at least.
We are a strange breed I s’pose. But I’d rather be this self aware as opposed to the blissful ignorance of sheeple.
Eh….hopefully the aspirin kicked in now.
I didn’t find the hotline very helpful when I called….granted it was only one time by force.
True….I don’t want to be part of the sheeple….but it’s weird being self aware of all the bad stuff I do to myself yet still don’t give a shit.
Drinking. I wish I had the access. Ravage my liver and damage my brain, turn to a zombie and hope someone shoots me. Awesome way to go.
Lol zombie. Glad they taught CQB in the army. Awesome skill set to have for when the grid goes down and every alcoholic binge drinker turns into a flesh eating deadite. Owait – I guess I’m fucked too haha. Who knows to be honest. I definitely don’t. But any excuse to put a round in each of my most pitied people in this world’s heads is a welcome excuse, so hopefully the zombies do come. It’ll test your humanity for sure.
Yeah, I’m self aware but I don’t care what the drinking is doing to me. Tomorrow is just a shot glass away…
I can’t wait for the apocalypse lol. But I’m screwed because I don’t have a gun….just a compound bow and only 5 arrows. And it takes me about ten shots before I hit my target haha.
Oh well. I guess dying by getting my brains devoured is a comical way to go too 🙂
Darylina, is that you?
Haha but bows are all good. Screw an explosive head on the tip and you’re away laughing. I’ve only got a .44 magnum and sweet fuck all rounds to help me, and a big arse knife. Might have to liberate me an M4A3 from a police officer when the time comes. But if I get my hands on a service rifle – mate, fugheddaboutit. I’ll be all up in that shit lol. Peeling scalps and wrecking brains.
The hell if I’d ever let some zombie eat that mushy grey stuff between my ears. Children, that’s why you always save one round for yourself. Hmm… We should start an SP zombie survival club. I’d be happy to train anyone in the art of warfare.
I thought i’d add that there’s no one better than a suicidal person to advice on a case of suicidal thoughts. That doesn’t make you a hypocrite, on the contrary, you have experience dealing with those thoughts and can help in a better way since you “get it”.
@Shepard: isn’t there a zombie survival handbook manual or something? that might come in handy
The Max Brooks one? It’s pretty good for sure. I wrote my own field manual based on the Urban Operations TTP guidebook and countless mock scenarios me and the fellas used to do in our downtime. One Corporal actually stole some of my writings because he reckoned they were real good.
Haha I got loads of zombie survival books. The best thing I’ll be in time of apocalypse is bait, so if we start a group that’ll be what I’m good for lol.
Thanks for the kind words M . I guess you’re right….even though I don’t feel like much help in those situations :/
I have two friends that don’t really talk to me. I am somewhat what people see me ”EMO”. I like the guy that is my friend but he never talks to me only to the other girl that is with us whop already has a boyfriend but seems to hangout with my guy friend more then she does with her boyfriend. I saw them walking together when she takes the bus? INTERESTING…