Sick of it

I’ve done quite a few posts on here before… That was a while back. But now everything is worse. I’m breaking  and I don’t know what to do. I just want to show how I feel. Basically I was bullied horribly from 5th grade to 9th. Then in 9th grade I couldn’t take it so I tried to commit suicide. Not just because of school but because of my family. I couldn’t take it anymore. I got sent to a psychiatric hospital for 2 weeks. I ended up getting diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia in December of last year. It gets harder and harder each day. My dad is a raging alcoholic and druggie. He makes me feel like there is no hope for me. He says I’m crazy and there’s nothing I can do. That I will never be happy. He terrifies me. My mom is the happy type. But now she’s never nice to me. She’s polite but not nice. But now everything I do sets her off. She constantly yells at me and treats me like I’m stupid. She treats me like everything that’s wrong is my fault. I tell her how I feel and she blames it on my disorder that I don’t even actually feel that way. My sister critiEs everything I do. She yells at me for no reason and says I act like a immature slut but I don’t at all. My brother just acts like I don’t exist. My non immediate family simply agree with my mom or doesn’t believe me. My therapist and psychiatrist doesn’t either. They all say I overreact and I’m being a teenager . There is far more that’s going on but it’s already long enough.