Therapy

I’m sooo scared to go back to therapy.. I don’t want to but my parents are making me! I was in therapy for 2.5 YEARS and it didn’t do anything! Honestly my church has done 100% more in 1.5 YEARS than therapy ever did. It’s annoying, makes the depression even worse, and honestly I haven’t even been feeling depressed lately… sorry for those of you who are not into Christianity (DO NOT GIVE ME CRAP FOR IT PLEASE).. I’ve gotten more involved with the church, gotten involved in outreaches, and might even be going on a mission trip to Mexico in August. I’m finally happy with who I am as a person and I can guarantee that it will just make me even more depressed and hate myself again just like it did in the past. It’s just not for me. I’m getting counseling from my pastor at church, I have built better relationships through my church. I actually have really close friends who encourage me and push me to be my best in all things. I don’t need therapy. I stopped taking my depression medicine a while ago and I’m still feeling better and actually happy… I don’t know why they’re sending me back. I’m almost 50 days clean from self harm. Everything is just going really good right now.. So if someone on here would care to explain why my parents are sending me back (after I explained all of this to them) PLEASE tell me… I really don’t know what to do.. just the thought of going back to that hell hole make me anxious. I can just like physically feel everything coming back at just the thought of going to therapy again….

btw if you would like to help sponsor me to go on a mission trip to Mexico in Late August here is the link to which you can donate. Any amount helps and ANY amount will be greatly appreciated.

http://www.gofundme.com/9bi5q8