I have had depression for the last year and a half. But about 6 months ago I started wanting to end it all. I even broke up with my boyfriend so he wouldn’t feel the pain when I left. I want to kill myself, but at the same time I don’t. Please help me. Does anybody else feel the same
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I think you will find on here, many people “feel” the same as you. Notice you said you like Harry Potter. I my self love the books/movies. I saved all of my tickets, some of my best memories where going to see the movies the days they came out with my brother, he helps keep me going at times. Does the movies/books hold something special to you?
My feelings fleet in and out of wanting to kill myself, wanting to die, and thinking to live is alright. I just want to die most of the time. But I have just accepted this. I don’t plan on killing myself. It’s not an easy life to be on this planet and grow old. But I’m here so I might as well see it through.
I kind of understand what you’re saying, I think. But also the thought of suicide, without really wanting to commit suicide ( yet) is very unpleasant and compulsory, and makes you feel even worse.
It is a continuous haunting I’d rather not have.
Do you think there is a way for you to get rid of it without suicide? I keep tellig myself things will get better, but the feeling doesn’t go away.
Feel just like that, want to die but feel like I’m waiting for something…
Yes. I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression from 15-25 and lost the girl I should be married to right now because of it. If there’s a part of you that wants to live then you’re not ready yet. It just takes a spark to keep you going and you’ll recover in time. You’ll find someone who’s right for you. I wish you all the best x