I need help

I want to get better,but I got no one to help me…No one to care…No one to even ask me how much more I think I can go…

I want to die and I want to get better at the same time…I’m a nutcase,suffering from various mental problems,so I guess that is the reason most people tend to avoid contact with me…They’re afraid,but they’re wrong…The only person I’m a danger to is myself…I just wish someone was there for me again,like she was…She would always care,and I would do the same…We would support each-other through our struggles with mental disorders…We would fight together to live another day in this hell of a world…But now it’s over,and I’m all alone…No one to care,no one to listen…

I need to talk to someone…I can’t even call the suicide hotline out of fear they’d lock me up in some forsaken asylum for the rest of my life…

If anyone is OK with talking to a mentally-unstable,self-hating,semi-psychopath,then please do so…I just need someone to listen,that’s all I need…

I got a yahoo messenger and a skype account.Here’s the yahoo one: barbatdur@yahoo.com

and here’s the skype: ioanalexandru.buzoianu(Or something like that.Search this one and you’ll find it.)

Thanks for reading these pathetic lines…