my parents gave me the choice to see a psychologist since she noticed I seemed different. I accepted and was all hopeful about things getting better, but now I’m not. she cant take away my coping methods they are fucking mine. I feel so stupid that I wanted help for so long but now that I have it I don’t want it anymore. I wrote a suicide note last night, but im scared since my last attempt failed miserably :(I need to find a way that would guarantee death 🙁
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Are you absolutely sure that you want to die? What makes you feel this way? Your parents appear to care about you as they are attempting to get you help?
No they don’t care. They go between calling me an attention whore to acting like they give a shit. Yea I’m sure because I hate myself too much to live anymore