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by Thisismyname

I feel so fucking useless. There is so much suffering and the world is tearing itself apart around me and here i am being a whiny little ***** helping nothing and no-one doing no good for anyone, anyone at all. I am useless.

I have no right to feel sad all the time. I should be fucking appreciative of everything i have because i know there are people out there that would give anything to live the life i do. But i’m too fucking selfish to be appreciative. The world is so unfair, that people like me who deserve nothing can have a good life and stable family etc and people who actually fucking deserve it don’t. And i do fuck all to change this, i’m sitting here whining about how unfair the world is on everyone and not even fucking trying to change it! I hate myself for that, i hate myself so much. At this point i just want to reduce the amount of damage i inflict on this world and i don’t even really know how to do that. I’m selfish, i’m pathetic and i don’t matter not one little bit. What the hell is the point?

I’m just so tried and my brain is so fucking fried that i don’t even know if any of this makes sense for fuck sake.  Have i at least somewhat got across what i’m trying to say?????

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babydontcut 6/15/2014 - 4:54 pm

I get what you mean..

Thisismyname 6/15/2014 - 4:56 pm

Thanks at least i made a bit of sense

sadgiraffe 6/15/2014 - 5:37 pm

i feel the same way

sea_owl 6/15/2014 - 8:23 pm

You sound appreciative of what you have. Your pain means something too. When you’re mired in depression, it can be hard to do anything though, I know.

One thing I realised, though, is that my existence means more to others than it does to me, even when I feel that way. Maybe you are doing more than you think you are. If you really want to do more for others, you can. There are all sorts of volunteer opportunities.

Thisismyname 6/16/2014 - 2:02 pm

Thank you this gives a much nicer perspective.x

Disenchanted7 6/15/2014 - 10:47 pm

You’re right. But don’t feel bad, we’re all to blame and most of us don’t give a fuck. At the end of the day, we’re only here for a short while and before long it will be as if we never existed. There is no God above and no Hell below. Just this depressing little shithole and our shitty little lives. Wanna be friends? Haha

Thisismyname 6/16/2014 - 2:00 pm

Yeah it is pretty shit isn’t it?

paingoaway 6/16/2014 - 2:24 pm

You sound like a nice person to me.

Thisismyname 6/16/2014 - 3:29 pm

Thank you but i assure you i’m not.

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