I am tired of being an incest survivor with no family or partner
Watching myself age alone
Feeling helpless and trapped
So much pain, no God to care, no man to care,
Nothing but SHIT
Worst of the worst
Never did drugs either or drank to excess
The world is nothing but PAIN
My heart feels like it is bleeding inside and out
Yes, I want to die, all the time
I am just tired of it all now
Life is hell with ptsd
HELL
Forgive me Lord
Oh yes, religion if hell too and the guilt
All
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I hope that you will find love and peace and you will
Become old woman surrounded with your children
and grandchildren
and you’ll make big happy family <3
And sweetie there is god to care
(Indeed, those who have said, "Our Lord is Allah " and then remained on a right course – the angels will descend upon them, [saying], "Do not fear and do not grieve but receive good tidings of Paradise, which you were promised.
We were your allies in the worldly life and in the Hereafter. And you will have therein whatever your souls desire, and you will have therein whatever you request
As accommodation from a [Lord who is] Forgiving and Merciful.")
(Is He [not best] who responds to the desperate one when he calls upon Him and removes evil )
*HUG*
Thank you for your kindness in responding reading your post really did help me
And I’m happy that I really did help you 🙂