I feel better than I did. I needed to get all that out. I’ve picked up drinking over the last several months. That helps a lot. I don’t want to destroy myself, just feel better. I have received some good news/bad news a few days ago. I can’t think of suicide right now. I have no other option but keep going despite what I’m feeling inside… I’m not sure that I can do this. I am positive that I will be back to this place again. I spent a really long time debating this decision…
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I am glad to hear this, Not Typical and I hope you reach where you want to go. Don’t give up and watch out for the drinking.
Thank you. I will, I’m trying to defeat this. I hope I can one day… Hopefully it doesn’t defeat me. Right now I have enough to distract me… The drinking has really helped.