Heart Broken peoples please Try to live, change your life style if not you will die mentally or may be you’ll commit suicide like my friend did.
I prefer dont do it just dont PLEASE DONT LISTEN these tracks, they are really killing depressping suicidial song.
Radiohead-
CREEP
MOTION PICTURE
LAST FLOWER
NO SURPRISES
My friend use to listen this song when he got depressed.
One day the girl he loved he lose her he loved her like mad, she was really everything for him. She was the reason he was living, totally broken without her, girl was in love with another boy, but he loved her, and didnt wanted to take her happiness, but he was also completly hopeless without her. Everything was there if she loved him atleast as a friend may be everything could be normal, but she started hating him, without her nothing matters for him.
After knowing that she dont love her anymore, also hates him dont want to see him and anything related to him.
He just wanted to be a best friend.
But She even dont want to be her friend.
He started listening this song call creep by radiohead and use to cry, soon a non-narcotic boy, started smoking, drinking alcohols, smoking weeds, cocaine and became highly addicted, if he dont take drugs and listen this song he feels very sucidial and he became addicted to this song, and one day he gave up cant do anymore, he was tired of living life, and was not in changing his life style.
He was helpless, hopeless, living like hell. Why he was living nothing matters to him, why live.
And 1 night he overdosed 400-500 sleeping pills with alcohol and in morning when I came he was dead. It was too late to take him ER.
And earphone was plugged in when I checked his phone this song was playing. I checked the playlist and I found many sucidial songs.
And when I checked his facebook he wrote all his feelings from that day till the last day in facebook note.
Girl was very pretty, my friend was not weird but also not too good lookin, but he was the best friend and very good boy. Very sensitive, and intelligent, he had great mind was good in study, he loved science was his god.
But this song started all this.
In his suicide note he writes
“I just dont want to live, these songs are really good cant stop listening. Dont listen these in sad times. Bye friends I want to sleep long and never wake up. Life is great enjoy it live it.”