My life is a thrill ride, I swear. Three weeks ago, I had friends checking in on me to see if I had killed myself, yet…A week ago, I was on top of the world. I was feeling great. I had no worries and didn’t even feel the back twinge of depression. Now, I’m back down. This time, I feel like I was tossed off a skyscraper and the impact is forever engraved into my bones. I am back to not feeling any type of emotion except apathy and sadness. I am at a loss and I don’t know if I can crawl out of this hole again.
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Hmm, that sounds familiar to me, and to most people with bipolar, hopefully you haven’t got that. I no longer get those happy phases. They do leave you with too far to fall, but it would be nice for a change. I hope you can find something, or some distraction, maybe even letting it out on a computer page will help, and that you feel better soon.
I’ve never visited a psychologist so I may very well bipolar disorder. I hope I can find an outlet as well. I’ve been on SP for a while but sometimes it’s not quite enough.