I don’t want to do this, nobody understands that. I just want it all to end, all the pain, all the hurt, all the angry. Nothing seems to be getting better.. All my friends and family make me look like a terrible person because how unhappy i am and how much i want to die.. That’s the reason i haven’t done it, i just cant take this anymore and i don’t know whats wrong with me and why i am sad? I hate talking about my feelings because no one knows what to say to me and they all get so mad because i wont open up.. they even told me that sooner or later they aren’t going to keep trying, i just.. I don’t know what to say to them. They all think its over my ex but it really isn’t.. i feel so sick, mentally.. Everything i say gets shot down or no one listens.. I feel worthless, why would someone want to love somebody that only thinks twisted thoughts..
I just want to feel something again…
I just want out…
I’m going no where in life…