i see my self not just as a wast of space but as a thing to be toyed with its all i have been all my life i had hope but now shes drifting away im loseing evreything i love in the space of a few weeks befor i left for a wile befor i came back here i had some ider of what i was doing but now love and my mind are fading and my hope if i had any is gone

my sole is cold and leeking out of my body im a ship in space drifting a hulk thats all i am a emptey husk of a human im just takeing up air