Pointless, the whole life thing is totally pointless, most people can create happiness through love etc. but for others like me there is no point in living and the happier people around me are the more miserable I am, so fuck life. I’m going to drown my self at some point, I’m drowning in misery so what’s the problem with drowning in water instead.
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i can totally relate. There is a ***** that sits across from me at work, she has acne really bad and she is fucking rude to everyone except a few buddies in our office. She goes on and on and on about her perfect sweet handsome boyfriend, they are shopping for rings, they are planning their wedding, she will not have to work when they marry and she will have babies and stay at home. I want to punch her in ugly ass face about a thousand times. She says she is a christian and yet she has other people punch her in and out on the clock so she can get her nails done, her hair done, go tanning etc. I’ve reported it to no avail. I make amazing money, she makes shit, haha. I’m just waiting for her to get married and get out of my life…
So the point is, we all have other people in our lives that are happier than we are, I don’t worry about those people, happiness fades fast as hell.. this ***** will have a really bad day one day.. Im sure of it.. Just as sure as I will find happiness some day…. its just around the corner, trust me … just around the corner..
I know what you are saying, I work with a young guy who has all that I want, an attractive girlfriend, a social life, he looks ok and works out and is always happy and I, in comparison, have nothing, but I am still hopeful that things can be turned around even if I’ve been waiting a long time for it but sometimes it all gets too much to bear and I have to get my emotions out, but I’ll keep trying for now.