Around this time last year, things were going so well. Was working towards a job, was feeling positive and got a real pretty girlfriend.
I didn’t really get the job in the end, I felt really shitty, and me being schizo I went on a rampage took it all out on my gf, and lost her too…
I was so fkin heartbroken I vowed to myself I wouldn’t be with anyone else until I had my feet on the ground…
I use to be quite good with women and I kind of just threw it all in the drain on purpose cuz of the break-up and how it had happened..
Well now I got a new job! I dunno why I’m writing this, Internet, anonymity and my eccentric personality. But I really hope things become the way it was this time last year… I don’t see why not…
But this transition sucks I guess, I feel like a bit of a loser sometimes, cuz I threw my mojo in the bin, so I’m not the same guy I was before and it just feels very strange
But now’s the time to be a real man and a real adult. So yeah, here’s to all of you who are trying!
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I’m glad you got another job. Next time your upset about something in your life try Not to take it out on anybody else. You have to learn to control your anger and you’ll be fine
You sound like a smart guy who has the capability to accomplish a lot it life
Good luck to you.