I am very sad and I am very scared but I am trying. I don’t know if this site is helpful to me because everyone here is so sad. Which makes sense. But I’m sad too, and no one understands. I’m living with my boyfriend, and every time I tell him about my thoughts and feelings that scare me he gets upset and quiet. He doesn’t want to talk about it, but I need to. I feel like a time bomb. I feel like one day something will happen that I just can’t handle and that’ll be it. I try to think of my little sister, how awful it would be for her. I try to tell myself that all of these feelings are temporary. But I don’t know about that. They keep coming back.
This isn’t much, it isn’t interesting.
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Im sorry that your boyfriend isn’t willing to try and help you…do you have any other friends you could talk about it with? If not you could talk about it here. Well…this site doesn’t always help everyone but there are people that feel better talking about things and getting support from people that can relate in some way.
Personally the whole temporary problems idea irritates me…but meh….
Youre sad and scared it isn’t a happy interest but it is of interest to read and try to help.