I’m 16…..I’ve tried to kill myself 6 times this year, each time i tried something has stopped me. after the second time i told a teacher, she then helped me tell my dad, and from there i went to a psychologist, got diagnosed with depression, and got medication….
it hasn’t helped. i still want to die, still feel like crap every single day….i was going to kill myself last night….
But some stupid little voice in my head remindede of my best friend, who has told me that she would miss me if i died -she’s the only one…
i hate living, its so pointless…
sorry for ranting, i just needed to get this off my chest…
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Just think, I feel the same pain every day, It’s hard to admit but not everyone can help you. Some people need help themselves as it’s basically you versus the world. If everybody who will ever bring me down never talked this world would be much easier.
Well, this is the place for it. Six times in one year? What’s brought you to this point, if you don’t mind my asking.
What kind of person is your best friend?
I know it hurts to go on, but you’re best friends for a reason. You’re a wonderful person and your friend must see that. Even though this person is hurting as an inadvertent cause of your attempts, they still don’t waver. You must be worth a lot more than you might think.