The goals achieved.
The hopes desired.
Last goodbyes.
New starts.
Eyes are tired.
Soon they wont remember me,
Soon words will be rarely exchanged.
Soon they will have a family with children with exotic names.
Soon ill be a memory to them, soon I will not even cross their mind.
It will all take place over time
I feel so alone, and each time I wish to scream “Don’t Go”.
But they will leave me even though i love them to the pit of my soul.
I know how it works, it happens each time.
But it just makes me want to desperately rewind.
I know how it works, it happens every time.
Even though i wish to rewind.
rewind.
rewind.
rewind.
I know how it works, there is not much to see.
Because hopefully, and i know one day that will be me.
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I really fucking love this. I’m gonna make a song out of these words. I love it.
grimlynotperfect, this post resonates with me so much right now, and, assuming it’s autobiographical, I’m sorry you are struggling. I hope you’re able to take the encouraging words you’ve shared with others and apply them to your own situation – you matter, too. please don’t lose hope.